martes, 12 de febrero de 2019
SUPER JUNIOR-YESUNG 'いま会いにゆきます 〜IF you〜' MV
#IfYou are happy, I will be happy
#IfYou you feel bad, I will be wrong,
Do not you understand that my world revolves based on your well-being? #BecauseILoveYou promise to be for you always ...
miércoles, 6 de febrero de 2019
Because I Love You ~
Is it possible to fall in love even more with the same person?
Yesterday I answered that question with a yes, if it is totally possible. Never imagine that a song, a video and that voice (your voice) could move my feelings in such a way, even a tear came out but not of sadness but of happiness to see something so beautiful.
I confirmed more than ever that I want to see that smile drawn on your face day after day, that I want to see that the love you give us. Is returned to you by an equally special person with all that love just for you...
That you will see the stars in some distant place next to that person. When that the sun falls to will hide so that orange and red fill the sky and you feel fuller than ever. That you will be happy with each moment with her, that she will be your support in moments difficult to protect you from everything and everyone, no matter what has to happen, to be always by your side as your soulmate, as if it felt incomplete simply by not being by your side.
That she understand every step of the path you take, every decision made. That she is willing to give you more than she could receive, because although she knows that part of your love is hers, you must share that other part with your beloved fans, those who have supported you and will always do so. That she feel proud of each moment you share with them, of each song, of each accomplished work, of your thousands and thousands of concerts, but still with all, that she knowing that she occupies a part of your mind and that you don't wait to return home, to hide in those arms, feel the warmth of a renewed love with each arrival.
Simply see reflected in your life that love that you turned into video, into song...
I forgot many things but there are words that do not come out no matter how hard you search that words. I just want to see you in love #BecauseILoveYou...
PD: I thank the person to whom the attached photo corresponds.
Mary ~
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¿Es posible enamorarse aun más de la misma persona?
Ayer respondí a esa pregunta con un sí, si es totalmente posible. Nunca imaginé que una canción, un video y esa voz (su voz) podrían mover mis sentimientos de tal manera, incluso una lágrima salió pero no de tristeza sino de felicidad por ver algo tan hermoso.
Confirmé más que nunca que quiero ver esa sonrisa dibujada en tu rostro día tras día, que quiero ver que el amor que nos das, sea devuelto por una persona igual de especial con todo ese amor sólo para tí...
Que verás las estrellas en algún lugar lejano junto a esa persona, que cuando el sol caiga y se oculte el naranja y el rojo llenen el cielo y te sientas más pleno que nunca. Que ella llene de felicidad cada momento, que sea tu apoyo en momentos difíciles que te proteja de todo y contra todos, que no importa lo que tenga que pasar, estar siempre a tu lado como tu alma gemela, como si se sintiera incompleta por simple hecho de no estar a tu lado.
Que comprenda cada paso del camino que tomas, cada decisión tomada. Que esté dispuesta a darte más de lo que podría recibir, porque aunque sabe que parte de tu amor es de ella, debe compartir esa otra parte con tus amadas fans, aquellas que te han apoyado y lo harán siempre. Sentirse orgullosa de cada momento que compartes con ellas, de cada canción, de cada trabajo logrado, de tus miles y miles de conciertos, pero aun así con todo eso saber que ocupa una parte de tu mente y que no esperas sino volver a casa, para esconderte en esos brazos, sentir el calor de un amor renovado con cada llegada.
Simplemente ver reflejado en tu vida ese amor que convertiste en video, en canción...
Olvidé muchas cosas pero hay palabras que no salen por más que las busques. Solo quiero verte enamorado #BecauseILoveYou...
Agradezco a la persona a quién corresponda la foto adjunta.
Mary ~
Yesterday I answered that question with a yes, if it is totally possible. Never imagine that a song, a video and that voice (your voice) could move my feelings in such a way, even a tear came out but not of sadness but of happiness to see something so beautiful.
I confirmed more than ever that I want to see that smile drawn on your face day after day, that I want to see that the love you give us. Is returned to you by an equally special person with all that love just for you...
That you will see the stars in some distant place next to that person. When that the sun falls to will hide so that orange and red fill the sky and you feel fuller than ever. That you will be happy with each moment with her, that she will be your support in moments difficult to protect you from everything and everyone, no matter what has to happen, to be always by your side as your soulmate, as if it felt incomplete simply by not being by your side.
That she understand every step of the path you take, every decision made. That she is willing to give you more than she could receive, because although she knows that part of your love is hers, you must share that other part with your beloved fans, those who have supported you and will always do so. That she feel proud of each moment you share with them, of each song, of each accomplished work, of your thousands and thousands of concerts, but still with all, that she knowing that she occupies a part of your mind and that you don't wait to return home, to hide in those arms, feel the warmth of a renewed love with each arrival.
Simply see reflected in your life that love that you turned into video, into song...
I forgot many things but there are words that do not come out no matter how hard you search that words. I just want to see you in love #BecauseILoveYou...
PD: I thank the person to whom the attached photo corresponds.
Mary ~
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¿Es posible enamorarse aun más de la misma persona?
Ayer respondí a esa pregunta con un sí, si es totalmente posible. Nunca imaginé que una canción, un video y esa voz (su voz) podrían mover mis sentimientos de tal manera, incluso una lágrima salió pero no de tristeza sino de felicidad por ver algo tan hermoso.
Confirmé más que nunca que quiero ver esa sonrisa dibujada en tu rostro día tras día, que quiero ver que el amor que nos das, sea devuelto por una persona igual de especial con todo ese amor sólo para tí...
Que verás las estrellas en algún lugar lejano junto a esa persona, que cuando el sol caiga y se oculte el naranja y el rojo llenen el cielo y te sientas más pleno que nunca. Que ella llene de felicidad cada momento, que sea tu apoyo en momentos difíciles que te proteja de todo y contra todos, que no importa lo que tenga que pasar, estar siempre a tu lado como tu alma gemela, como si se sintiera incompleta por simple hecho de no estar a tu lado.
Que comprenda cada paso del camino que tomas, cada decisión tomada. Que esté dispuesta a darte más de lo que podría recibir, porque aunque sabe que parte de tu amor es de ella, debe compartir esa otra parte con tus amadas fans, aquellas que te han apoyado y lo harán siempre. Sentirse orgullosa de cada momento que compartes con ellas, de cada canción, de cada trabajo logrado, de tus miles y miles de conciertos, pero aun así con todo eso saber que ocupa una parte de tu mente y que no esperas sino volver a casa, para esconderte en esos brazos, sentir el calor de un amor renovado con cada llegada.
Simplemente ver reflejado en tu vida ese amor que convertiste en video, en canción...
Olvidé muchas cosas pero hay palabras que no salen por más que las busques. Solo quiero verte enamorado #BecauseILoveYou...
Agradezco a la persona a quién corresponda la foto adjunta.
martes, 5 de febrero de 2019
SUPER JUNIOR-YESUNG 'Because I Love You ～大切な絆～' MV
Se estrenó el MV más esperado, el que ha causado euforia incluso antes de ser lanzado, el video que #Yesung realizó con amor para todos. #BecauseILoveYou siempre te apoyaré ...
It premiered the most anticipated MV, the one that has caused euphoria even before being released, the video that #Yesung made with love for all. #BecauseILoveYou I will always support you...
Mary ~
A little about me ~ Un poco sobre mí ~
Since the first time I published, I started to think: will I be good at writing? Will I be good enough to convey my thoughts and feelings? Will I be able to make someone feel very similar to what I feel?
Sometimes I think not, but it does not matter... I started this as a source of relieff or my thoughts and as a start to express myself freely, to prove to myself that I can be capable of many things.
The risk or not, is everything in this life, decide the person you will be, based on the decisions you make. It only remains to face what happens as a result of it.
At this moment, I can only think of things that could be asked, you're in their right to tell me what is. Of the negative comments, I will take those that make me grow; and of the positives I will always try to say thank you, and if I do not do it simply thanks from this moment for the fact of reading, I will always be grateful for it...
I will answer a question that maybe does not need an answer: Why Yesung? Have not you fallen in love before? Did not you feel something the same for someone else?
The first, I still do not know, I just feel it and I do not understand it. Have you found yourself talking so much about a person, that if you do not know anything new you are left without a topic of conversation because all you do is talk about that or that person? This has happened to me lately in these months.
My friends are the people I love the most because they still support me and follow me, they get excited like me, laugh like me and can enjoy it (not as much as I do but they try it hahahaha), they know that I do, not it's a matter of the moment, that's why they do it...
I think it's a matter of fate, but how could I be writing this if it's not because of him? I had to see him, recognize him and follow him. Accept that he probably never knows of my existence, but that hope is the last thing that is lost, I just hope to meet him some day, make my words come, see him happy... Is not that love? above all things his happiness before mine.
I'll be crazy some will think, but love is the issue that moves the world, I live anchored to that and all very deep down we have small doses of madness, although reality always hits us...
Second; Yes, I have, but not in this way, as I mentioned before it is the first time I write with so much feeling one a person, I barely know ... I have the exceptional talent of admiring people for their talent rather than their physical, although then physically they always change (I have unique respect because they achieve incredible things just with it).
My favourite people as a child were those who gave life to my favourite saga, three little children who did it and still do it really well (Emma Watson, Rupert Grint and Daniel Radcliffe).
In adolescence, I found the one who would be my first favorite singer, for a simple song that penetrated my head; adolescence is a difficult time for many and it was for me, I didn't consider myself a beautiful person because sometimes my first love called me "ugly", I came to believe it very deeply, I don't have many "attributes" like certain women and that's why it hurt me even more, no boy looked at me or that I believed (but that's another story); the lyrics? "Heart without face". Singer? Prince Royce, I wrote I would be, because fashions change like everything, he left a little bachata and ballads and dabbled in a new world, that's why I can't be considered his fan, because I stopped following him at some point.
Another person that I can mention captured my admiration was Özil, German soccer player, my favorite in the world, I did not miss any game of him, I admired him when to see him play in the World Cup in South Africa 2010, simply an incredible talent without protagonism, excellent assistant, a pride for me; I still admire him and would like to get an autograph from him, but I can't as before follow all his games ...
I got lost in my thoughts about the past and I apologize for it. Continuing with the above, I have loved in different ways, so I affirm that I have fallen in love, but it is not possible to love someone in the same way that you did or do it, love expresses itself in different ways, because love is not A) Yes. It is not the same thing that you have towards your first love, towards your family, your friends, your pet ... each of them deserves a special love from us and that is my point. For my first love, I loved him like an innocent girl who wants to attract the attention of someone I admired, filled him with surprises without receiving anything in return; then I loved my first boyfriend, I loved the freedom I could feel with him, the follies that united our lives, his constant struggle to make me happy by sacrificing a lot of him; I loved and loved my best friends, they with their singularities have always been my greatest support, my world is what it is thanks to its protection and great advice; I fell in love with the most important person that is part of my daily life, it is the greatest support I have, my conscience, my wake up call, who always pushes me, my admiration and my pride; I'm completely in love with Yesung, because he's my example of dedication and effort, of sincerity and dedication, of sacrifice, he, although he does not know it, is my source of inspiration to continue writing day after day, my greatest source of encouragement, the reason of my tears and smiles, he who always deserves to be loved by the excellent person he is, his originality distinguishes him, his way of thinking, his character, his firmness, his laughter, all that is he. He deserves loved without asking anything in return...
Third; NO, I have not felt anything to what I currently feel for him, probably you think that it is a simple illusion, admiration, or anything else, but no, I don't think so, I think that if it were that would not have allowed me to show something so deep of me and my aspirations...
Mary ~
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Desde la primera vez que publiqué, comencé a pensar: ¿seré buena escribiendo? ¿Seré lo suficientemente buena para transmitir mis pensamientos y sentimientos? ¿Podré hacer que alguien sienta similar a lo que yo siento?
A veces pienso que no, pero no importa... Comencé esto como una fuente de desahogo de mis pensamientos y como un comienzo para expresarme libremente, para demostrarme que puedo ser capaz de muchas cosas.
El arriesgarse o no, lo es todo en esta vida, decide la persona que serás, basado en las decisiones que tomas... Sólo queda enfrentar lo que ocurre como consecuencia de ello.
Responderé una pregunta que tal vez no necesite una respuesta: ¿Por qué Yesung? ¿No te has enamorado antes? ¿No sentiste algo igual por otra persona?
La primera, aún no lo sé, simplemente lo siento y no lo entiendo. ¿Te has encontrado hablando tanto acerca de una persona, que si no sabes nada nuevo te quedas sin tema de conversación porque lo único que haces es hablar de eso o de esa persona? Me ha pasado eso últimamente en estos meses...
Mis amigos son las personas que más quiero porque a pesar de ello me apoyan y me siguen la corriente, se emocionan como yo, se ríen como yo y pueden llegar a disfrutarlo (no tanto como yo, pero lo intentan jajajaja), ellos saben que no es cosa de momento, por eso lo hacen...A ellos gracias.
Pienso que es cosa del destino sino ¿cómo estaría escribiendo esto si no es a causa de él?, tenía que verlo a él, reconocerlo y seguirlo. Aceptar que probablemente él jamás sepa de mi existencia, pero que la esperanza es lo último que se pierde. Simplemente espero conocerlo algún día, hacer que mis palabras lleguen, verlo feliz... ¿no es eso amor? por sobretodas las cosas su felicidad antes de la mía.
Estaré loca pensarán algunos, pero el amor es la cuestión que mueve al mundo, vivo anclada a eso y todos muy en el fondo tenemos pequeñas dosis de locura, aunque la realidad siempre nos golpea...
Segundo; sí, lo he hecho, pero no de esta manera, como mencioné antes es la primera vez que escribo con tanto sentimiento hacía una persona que apenas conozco... Tengo el talento excepcional de admirar a las personas por su talento más que por su físico, aunque luego físicamente cambian siempre (les tengo un respeto único porque logran cosas increíbles solo con ello).
Mis personas favoritas de pequeña fueron aquellos que dieron vida a mi saga favorita, tres pequeños niños que lo hicieron y lo siguen haciendo realmente bien (Emma Watson, Rupert Grint y Daniel Radcliffe).
En la adolescencia, encontré al que sería mi primer cantante favorito, por una simple canción que penetró en mi cabeza; la adolescencia es una época difícil para muchos y lo fue para mí, no me consideraba una persona bonita porque alguna vez mi primer amor me llamó "fea", llegué a creerlo muy profundamente, no tengo muchos "atributos" como ciertas mujeres y por eso me dolía aún más, ningún chico me miraba o eso creía (pero eso es otra historia); ¿la letra de la canción? "Corazón sin cara" ¿Cantante? Prince Royce. Coloqué sería, porque las modas cambian al igual que todo, él dejó un poco la bachata y las baladas e incursionó en un nuevo mundo, por eso no puedo ser considerada su fan, porque dejé de seguirlo en algún momento.
Otra persona que puedo mencionar capturó mi admiración fue Özil, jugador de fútbol alemán, mi favorito en el mundo, no me perdía ningún juego de él, lo admiré al verlo jugar en el mundial de Sudáfrica 2010, simplemente un talento increible sin protagonismo, excelente asistente, un orgullo para mí; aún lo admiro y quisiera conseguir un autografo de él pero no puedo como antes seguir todos sus juegos...
Perdí el rumbo en mis pensamientos acerca del pasado y me disculpo por ello. Continuando con lo anterior, he amado de distintas formas por eso afirmo que sí me he enamorado, pero no es posible amar a alguien de la misma forma que ya lo hiciste o haces, el amor es expresado de distintas maneras porque no es lo mismo el amor que tienes hacia tu primer amor, hacia tu familia, tus amigos, tu mascota... cada uno de ellos merece un amor especial por parte de nosotros y ese es mi punto. A mi primer amor, lo amé como niña inocente que quiere obtener atención de alguien a quién le importa, lo llenaba de sorpresas sin obtener nada a cambio; luego amé a mi primer novio, amé la libertad que podía sentir con él, las locuras que unían nuestras vidas, su lucha constante por hacerme feliz sacrificando mucho de él; amé y amo a mis mejores amigos, ellos con sus singularidades siempre han sido mi más grande apoyo, mi mundo es lo que es gracias a su protección y grandes consejos; me enamoré de la persona más importante que forma parte de mi día a día, el mayor apoyo que tengo, mi consciencia, mi llamado de atención, quién me empuja siempre, admiración y orgullo; estoy completamente enamorada de Yesung, porque es mi ejemplo de dedicación y esfuerzo, de sinceridad y entrega, de sacrificio, él aunque no lo sabe, es mi fuente de inspiración para continuar escribiendo día tras día, mi mayor fuente de aliento, el motio de lágrimas y sonrisas, él que merece siempre ser amado por la excelente persona que es, su originalidad lo distingue, su manera de pensar, su caracter, su firmeza, su risa, todo de él merece ser amado sin pedir nada a cambio....
Tercera; NO, no he sentido nada a lo que actualmente siento por él, probablemente piensen que es una simple ilusión, admiración, o cualquier otra cosa, pero no, no lo creo así, creo que si fuera eso no me hubiera permitido mostrar algo tan profundo de mí y mis aspiraciones...
Mary ~
Sometimes I think not, but it does not matter... I started this as a source of relieff or my thoughts and as a start to express myself freely, to prove to myself that I can be capable of many things.
The risk or not, is everything in this life, decide the person you will be, based on the decisions you make. It only remains to face what happens as a result of it.
At this moment, I can only think of things that could be asked, you're in their right to tell me what is. Of the negative comments, I will take those that make me grow; and of the positives I will always try to say thank you, and if I do not do it simply thanks from this moment for the fact of reading, I will always be grateful for it...
I will answer a question that maybe does not need an answer: Why Yesung? Have not you fallen in love before? Did not you feel something the same for someone else?
The first, I still do not know, I just feel it and I do not understand it. Have you found yourself talking so much about a person, that if you do not know anything new you are left without a topic of conversation because all you do is talk about that or that person? This has happened to me lately in these months.
My friends are the people I love the most because they still support me and follow me, they get excited like me, laugh like me and can enjoy it (not as much as I do but they try it hahahaha), they know that I do, not it's a matter of the moment, that's why they do it...
I think it's a matter of fate, but how could I be writing this if it's not because of him? I had to see him, recognize him and follow him. Accept that he probably never knows of my existence, but that hope is the last thing that is lost, I just hope to meet him some day, make my words come, see him happy... Is not that love? above all things his happiness before mine.
I'll be crazy some will think, but love is the issue that moves the world, I live anchored to that and all very deep down we have small doses of madness, although reality always hits us...
Second; Yes, I have, but not in this way, as I mentioned before it is the first time I write with so much feeling one a person, I barely know ... I have the exceptional talent of admiring people for their talent rather than their physical, although then physically they always change (I have unique respect because they achieve incredible things just with it).
My favourite people as a child were those who gave life to my favourite saga, three little children who did it and still do it really well (Emma Watson, Rupert Grint and Daniel Radcliffe).
In adolescence, I found the one who would be my first favorite singer, for a simple song that penetrated my head; adolescence is a difficult time for many and it was for me, I didn't consider myself a beautiful person because sometimes my first love called me "ugly", I came to believe it very deeply, I don't have many "attributes" like certain women and that's why it hurt me even more, no boy looked at me or that I believed (but that's another story); the lyrics? "Heart without face". Singer? Prince Royce, I wrote I would be, because fashions change like everything, he left a little bachata and ballads and dabbled in a new world, that's why I can't be considered his fan, because I stopped following him at some point.
Another person that I can mention captured my admiration was Özil, German soccer player, my favorite in the world, I did not miss any game of him, I admired him when to see him play in the World Cup in South Africa 2010, simply an incredible talent without protagonism, excellent assistant, a pride for me; I still admire him and would like to get an autograph from him, but I can't as before follow all his games ...
I got lost in my thoughts about the past and I apologize for it. Continuing with the above, I have loved in different ways, so I affirm that I have fallen in love, but it is not possible to love someone in the same way that you did or do it, love expresses itself in different ways, because love is not A) Yes. It is not the same thing that you have towards your first love, towards your family, your friends, your pet ... each of them deserves a special love from us and that is my point. For my first love, I loved him like an innocent girl who wants to attract the attention of someone I admired, filled him with surprises without receiving anything in return; then I loved my first boyfriend, I loved the freedom I could feel with him, the follies that united our lives, his constant struggle to make me happy by sacrificing a lot of him; I loved and loved my best friends, they with their singularities have always been my greatest support, my world is what it is thanks to its protection and great advice; I fell in love with the most important person that is part of my daily life, it is the greatest support I have, my conscience, my wake up call, who always pushes me, my admiration and my pride; I'm completely in love with Yesung, because he's my example of dedication and effort, of sincerity and dedication, of sacrifice, he, although he does not know it, is my source of inspiration to continue writing day after day, my greatest source of encouragement, the reason of my tears and smiles, he who always deserves to be loved by the excellent person he is, his originality distinguishes him, his way of thinking, his character, his firmness, his laughter, all that is he. He deserves loved without asking anything in return...
Third; NO, I have not felt anything to what I currently feel for him, probably you think that it is a simple illusion, admiration, or anything else, but no, I don't think so, I think that if it were that would not have allowed me to show something so deep of me and my aspirations...
Mary ~
_____________________________________________________________________
Desde la primera vez que publiqué, comencé a pensar: ¿seré buena escribiendo? ¿Seré lo suficientemente buena para transmitir mis pensamientos y sentimientos? ¿Podré hacer que alguien sienta similar a lo que yo siento?
A veces pienso que no, pero no importa... Comencé esto como una fuente de desahogo de mis pensamientos y como un comienzo para expresarme libremente, para demostrarme que puedo ser capaz de muchas cosas.
El arriesgarse o no, lo es todo en esta vida, decide la persona que serás, basado en las decisiones que tomas... Sólo queda enfrentar lo que ocurre como consecuencia de ello.
Responderé una pregunta que tal vez no necesite una respuesta: ¿Por qué Yesung? ¿No te has enamorado antes? ¿No sentiste algo igual por otra persona?
La primera, aún no lo sé, simplemente lo siento y no lo entiendo. ¿Te has encontrado hablando tanto acerca de una persona, que si no sabes nada nuevo te quedas sin tema de conversación porque lo único que haces es hablar de eso o de esa persona? Me ha pasado eso últimamente en estos meses...
Mis amigos son las personas que más quiero porque a pesar de ello me apoyan y me siguen la corriente, se emocionan como yo, se ríen como yo y pueden llegar a disfrutarlo (no tanto como yo, pero lo intentan jajajaja), ellos saben que no es cosa de momento, por eso lo hacen...A ellos gracias.
Pienso que es cosa del destino sino ¿cómo estaría escribiendo esto si no es a causa de él?, tenía que verlo a él, reconocerlo y seguirlo. Aceptar que probablemente él jamás sepa de mi existencia, pero que la esperanza es lo último que se pierde. Simplemente espero conocerlo algún día, hacer que mis palabras lleguen, verlo feliz... ¿no es eso amor? por sobretodas las cosas su felicidad antes de la mía.
Estaré loca pensarán algunos, pero el amor es la cuestión que mueve al mundo, vivo anclada a eso y todos muy en el fondo tenemos pequeñas dosis de locura, aunque la realidad siempre nos golpea...
Segundo; sí, lo he hecho, pero no de esta manera, como mencioné antes es la primera vez que escribo con tanto sentimiento hacía una persona que apenas conozco... Tengo el talento excepcional de admirar a las personas por su talento más que por su físico, aunque luego físicamente cambian siempre (les tengo un respeto único porque logran cosas increíbles solo con ello).
Mis personas favoritas de pequeña fueron aquellos que dieron vida a mi saga favorita, tres pequeños niños que lo hicieron y lo siguen haciendo realmente bien (Emma Watson, Rupert Grint y Daniel Radcliffe).
En la adolescencia, encontré al que sería mi primer cantante favorito, por una simple canción que penetró en mi cabeza; la adolescencia es una época difícil para muchos y lo fue para mí, no me consideraba una persona bonita porque alguna vez mi primer amor me llamó "fea", llegué a creerlo muy profundamente, no tengo muchos "atributos" como ciertas mujeres y por eso me dolía aún más, ningún chico me miraba o eso creía (pero eso es otra historia); ¿la letra de la canción? "Corazón sin cara" ¿Cantante? Prince Royce. Coloqué sería, porque las modas cambian al igual que todo, él dejó un poco la bachata y las baladas e incursionó en un nuevo mundo, por eso no puedo ser considerada su fan, porque dejé de seguirlo en algún momento.
Otra persona que puedo mencionar capturó mi admiración fue Özil, jugador de fútbol alemán, mi favorito en el mundo, no me perdía ningún juego de él, lo admiré al verlo jugar en el mundial de Sudáfrica 2010, simplemente un talento increible sin protagonismo, excelente asistente, un orgullo para mí; aún lo admiro y quisiera conseguir un autografo de él pero no puedo como antes seguir todos sus juegos...
Perdí el rumbo en mis pensamientos acerca del pasado y me disculpo por ello. Continuando con lo anterior, he amado de distintas formas por eso afirmo que sí me he enamorado, pero no es posible amar a alguien de la misma forma que ya lo hiciste o haces, el amor es expresado de distintas maneras porque no es lo mismo el amor que tienes hacia tu primer amor, hacia tu familia, tus amigos, tu mascota... cada uno de ellos merece un amor especial por parte de nosotros y ese es mi punto. A mi primer amor, lo amé como niña inocente que quiere obtener atención de alguien a quién le importa, lo llenaba de sorpresas sin obtener nada a cambio; luego amé a mi primer novio, amé la libertad que podía sentir con él, las locuras que unían nuestras vidas, su lucha constante por hacerme feliz sacrificando mucho de él; amé y amo a mis mejores amigos, ellos con sus singularidades siempre han sido mi más grande apoyo, mi mundo es lo que es gracias a su protección y grandes consejos; me enamoré de la persona más importante que forma parte de mi día a día, el mayor apoyo que tengo, mi consciencia, mi llamado de atención, quién me empuja siempre, admiración y orgullo; estoy completamente enamorada de Yesung, porque es mi ejemplo de dedicación y esfuerzo, de sinceridad y entrega, de sacrificio, él aunque no lo sabe, es mi fuente de inspiración para continuar escribiendo día tras día, mi mayor fuente de aliento, el motio de lágrimas y sonrisas, él que merece siempre ser amado por la excelente persona que es, su originalidad lo distingue, su manera de pensar, su caracter, su firmeza, su risa, todo de él merece ser amado sin pedir nada a cambio....
Tercera; NO, no he sentido nada a lo que actualmente siento por él, probablemente piensen que es una simple ilusión, admiración, o cualquier otra cosa, pero no, no lo creo así, creo que si fuera eso no me hubiera permitido mostrar algo tan profundo de mí y mis aspiraciones...
Mary ~
SUPER JUNIOR-YESUNG 'Because I Love You ～大切な絆～' MV Teaser
Another MV of my favorite voice,
the reason for my joys,
I hope you can hear it as much as I do.
enjoy every word
move your feelings,
be happy ...
Today, at 11 pm (Vzla time), let's support the reason of my letters, my inspiration ...
Otro MV de mi voz favorita,
la razón de mis alegrías,
Espero que puedas oírlo tanto como yo.
disfruta cada palabra
mueve tus sentimientos,
sé feliz ...
Hoy, a las 11 pm (hora de Vzla), apoyemos la razón de mis cartas, mi inspiración ...
"Con tan solo oír su voz, me doy cuenta de lo mucho que me encanta..."
"With just hearing his voice, I realize how much I love him ..."
Mary ~
sábado, 2 de febrero de 2019
A letter ~ From a fan in love. For: her star
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| Yesung (Kim Jong-Woon) |
Esta es la primera vez que publico algún escrito, me encanta pensar que es una carta que será recibida con un amor muy grande. Espero, además poder con ello seguir escribiendo, de esto y otros temas.
PD: I thank the person to whom the attached photo corresponds.
Agradezco a la persona a quién corresponda la foto adjunta.
Mary ~
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From: Marybeth
For: Yesung (Kim Jong-Woon)
How to
start a letter that is good enough to show everything I feel and think?
It's weird
to start with a question, don't you think? I think it's my way of being
original, probably someone in your thousands and millions of letters also
started in the same way, but I can only look like them in the love we have for
you and the immense desire to support you as anyway. I can't assume that I love
you more than any of them because I'm only sure of the infinite love I've for
you, I can only be sure of how much I want to support you with what I can. How
much I like to hear your voice, I like your smile more than anything and that
your happiness is the most important thing I can have.
I am a
normal girl, with a normal life, studious and with big dreams; it is the most I
will say of me at this time. First of all I want to thank you, you will think
that I should not, you will think that it is you who should thank their fans
for always stay , but no, let me tell you that you must simply accept the
thanks to you because your songs, your way of being, between many other things
have changed the lives of many people; for example to me, you have touched
something in my soul that is no longer the same, I recognize that at the
beginning, like most of the others, it was difficult for me to identify who was
who, but you took my eyes to yours and I learned to recognize you (I felt that
click that Mavis and Jonathan felt in Hotel Transylvania, I printed on you like
Jacob in Renesmee in Breaking Dawn, I noticed your absence like Ron when
Hermione was not, and so I could continue), little by little I discovered a
little more about you and I arrived unknowingly to hear you sing one, just when
I listened to each word without understanding it but still with feeling, with
so much love, with so much passion, enough to make me shed tears, I could not
tell you if of emotion or pain (for the song, if I remember correctly I was
Here I am), or both, I just wanted to hear your voice again and again, in that
instant I discovered that I would follow you and support you in everything, I
would be faithful to you even if the time passed, I would be ELF for you and
because of you.
Second, I
want to congratulate you for being the excellent person you are, for being
original, for that unique sense of humor, for that smile that makes us fall in
love, for loving your family more than anything, for your effort, for getting
your goals without surrendering, for your strength, for your desire to continue
being better and better fighting every day to achieve conquer the hearts of
people, for wanting to change lives with that beautiful voice, for accompanying
us in sad moments and making us happy with happy songs, funny steps and
expressions funnies. Congratulations because you have done well.
Last and
third, but not least (as the saying goes), I want to tell you something very
true that will not change: "perfection doesn't exist" and that we
have clear, we never fight to be perfect, we fight for our dreams, for our
happiness, for our motivations, for what moves us in the world. I know that you
aren't perfect; I know that you have flaws and I know that these defects make
you the special person you are. In spite of this, I can love you without
problems, I accept them and I continue considering you the end of my red thread.
I do not know much about you, I only know what I know and although it is little
I will continue learning from you if you allow me, always showing you or being
friends.
I confess
to being angry with you many times, the most recent and the one I remember the
most is on your trip to London with your brother Jongjin, I got upset because I
know that you love your brother but, I felt that you were not giving him the
attention he deserved, seeing the videos where you wear headphones without
hearing anything around you made me think that you wanted to get away from the
world, that you would prefer to be alone, I tried to understand you, to
understand you, to think positive things but I couldn't understand it, they
scolded me for you, they gave many excuses for you but the end I continued with
that pain and that doubt that seizes the heart. You will ask yourself who
excused you and scolded me, is a simple answer: YOUR FANS, fans of Latin
America that love you with madness, your clouds/sunflowers that formed a group
just to love you, to support you, to accompany you in each step. Another of the
things that bother me is the diet, I know that your voice deserves all the care
and I understand that, but if your diet is for to lose weight, it's to kill you
... like many, I'm very worried about your health, I love the version yours
with a spectacular body, well cared for and healthy face; I hate the version,
of someone who dies of hunger for being thin when he does not need it, I mean,
you don't need to be in the bones, you don't need to compete with Hyuk to see
who the anchovy is or yes? I need you to enjoy eating that despite a busy day
you can eat something healthy that keeps you energized, cookies like food isn't
good, as a biologist, I know. Thank God you are very strong and you have not
fallen ill, imagine if you eat well, you will be steel hahaha. I just want you
to take care of yourself so that you last many many years, without pain and
with a lot of vitality, remember that your mother hurts like to any mother that
your child doesn't eat well, think of her when you stop eating and what she
would say, with it I just want you to think that you are worth a lot to many
people and I do not try to scold you, sorry if it sounds like this.
I started
this letter with an idea that I could not continue, my time isn’t as much as I
would like, I lost my ideas in the days that I didn't write. I owe you an
apology for that, for that reason and for not giving you the love you deserve
day to day, I could make an excuse the time difference between us because 12
hours are many, but I don't have excuses; I could dedicate a minute of my
things to write you a beautiful message, to say good morning and good night
like all, but among that sea of words that I see, I get lost and look for excuses
just to write something special, then delete it and just I stay silent I
contemplating the love that they have you, I repeat a thousand and one times
that you are of all and always will be, and I accept it. My messages, although
simple are the sign of the affection that you provoke in me, every you steal me
a like o word of love is because I really I want the world to know you and see
you with the eyes that I see you.
Here in my
country (Venezuela) it was fashionable a song called "fan enamorada" (a
fan in love) tells the story of a fan who writes letters to her favorite singer
anonymously and one of them falls in love with that fan, they sing several
important phrases for me that make me remember you a lot and identify me. One
of them is: "you are there, in the middle of the crowd, in the middle of
that sea faces that fall in love with me, there you are", I think you have
many admirers and among them are and will be all those faces that will fall in
love with you that, just like I, write to get your attention, hope being the
last thing that is lost. I say they will be because I have not been able to
attend any of their concerts and as I will have some that have not been able
either, I hope to go some day to see you in the front row either in an SS or a
tour and it's Y's (I would love it, I would enjoy it with sighs). Another
phrase is: "I already read your letter, and although I didn’t answer, it
stayed in my memory and I even gave it to music", I love thinking that you
read each of the letters and messages that come with that love that
characterizes you, that this, like other love letters, will keep them in your
memory and will inspire you as always to continue composing to delight us with
your sweet voice. And as chorus: "A fan in love, it's a tear kissing a
smile (maybe you understand, but just in case you do not, the fans cry of joy,
of euphoria, of pain, of many things and the tears come from so many feelings
and our greatest consolation is a photo of the person we admire, who usually
has a smile, we kiss the face of our unique and great love to feel loved); is
the one that fills your wall with photos of you (this is logical, we get up and
see the face, the body, the expressions of our idol, will make your day be make
you much happier, are the engine of our days. I confess not to have a room to
place my wall with photos of you, but soon I hope to have not a wall, but a
full room hahaha, besides that my cell phone and computers are full of you); is
the one that lives like you of poetry (you with your wonderful lyrics inspire,
there will be many that like me, seek to find history, give meaning to each
word, enjoy it and continue wanting more and more, will write and read verses
and will take them to your memory as a river that flows in a sea of ideas); a
fan in love is waiting for your attention and your peek (every time you give
smiles, expressions or gestures to a fan's camera you make her the most
immensely happy person in the world, I think you know that well, a fan will
want everything from you will lose control, will tremble to see you, will be
afraid to speak to you, but will always look for your eyes, your smile, with
that and only with that, will be a better person and will always follow you);
and she confesses his passion for you to the pillow (every night, our thoughts
go to you, you are the first thing we think in the morning and the last thing
in the night, we confess everything we feel to the last thing that accompanies
us in the day and it is our faithful companion pillow, that will not reveal our
secrets, that one that listens without complaining and dries our tears in
moments of rage and pain, to her our confessions and more, my pillow knows how
much I admire you, the adoration that I have and the immense love that I can
feel towards you); is the one who loves you even if you do not know anything
(that's the most beautiful thing, because you may ignore this letter, read it
or forget it, don't answer, not because you don't want to, but for the time, it
may be in your thoughts but you could forget my name, and the nicest thing
about it is that even knowing that, I will love you more than yesterday but no
more than tomorrow, because every day that I discover a little more of you, I
fall in love more, don't worry about me, my love will always follow you, if I
miss these words it will have been in vain, just take care to fall in love as
you have done so far, still smiling, singing, being you and taking care of
you). Almost at the end: "I know you send me letters, that's why, baby, I
need you", is like the msjs that we write every day in any SNS, I imagine
that if at some point these beautiful messages were missing you would be sad,
that's why each one spend some time even placing a simple heart, believe me I
realize my mistake, I will write a good day every day, a good night to make you
always happy, I hope you forgive me if I do it too late or too early but the
horary is complicated , I will do my best. As the last sentence: "If you
give me the heart, I give you my song", that I do in this letter I give
you my heart in exchange for many many songs with that incredible voice.
Something I
didn't mention among so many ideas that come to mind (I already told you, you
are my inspiration) is something more of me, I will simply say three things:
one, I am a happier person since you came to my life, I don't stop talk about
you and I have met incredible people thanks to the love we have
(clouds/sunflowers), we all support you, but I apologize but here among us (we
always look for your sexiest photos and many want to take you to bed, I include
myself because I'm a woman, you wake up passions, it's your fault for being so
handsome hahahaha); two, I love reading, I love books, the stories that tell
the impossible loves, the mysteries of life, the suspense of a murder, the fear
of a tale of terror, the rhyme of verses in each poetry, teleport you without
get out of a sofa, bed or even on the road. I also love movies and series,
since they are like books taken to reality and if they leave you beautiful
messages of life much better, I enjoy watching Disney or children's movies
(always I have considered myself a girl in that aspect and I do not care,
because I enjoy them every time I see them like the first time), among the
Disney movies that I love are: Mulan, because she's a girl who isn't afraid of
anything; Land of Bears, because the brotherhood is important, so we aren't of
the same blood is the support that we always have in spite of everything; and
Frozen, I think the latter for the songs, actually the songs of the three films
are excellent and more with Phil Collins singing in Land of Bears, fascinates
me "On the move I am", I'm sorry, I was thrilled I could continue
with thousands; three, I love music in every way, I love to dance, sing and,
for bad luck, I have not yet learned to play an instrument (I always loved the
piano, but they told me I could not because I had small hands) , but when I
read I saw that you played the piano (even if it's not true, don't tell me) I
think if you can, I can, I hope to learn a little bit of everything soon.
Something
aside, I always imagined when I would see you, being able to meet you at the
airport, I make the biggest poster in the world by you, I will buy have many
red roses with blue balloons for you, with a surprise inside the flowers. See
you in the first row, capture every moment and I finally I know you I will
deliver the greatest gift and small gifts to others so they don't get jealous,
I will invest everything in that unique moment, I hope that my greatest wish is
fulfilled, amen!
I see the
great and long prayers and I think I should stop, I hope you have enjoyed
reading, if you didn't get here I will understand, if you do it I didn't have
anything left to thank and apologize for taking part of your time, I know you
are very busy with work. I finish here although I would like to continue
writing and writing. I would love to know more about you, I would love, you to
be able to continue reading longer and more beautiful letters like these, I
would love for everything good to always be with you. Please, please, please,
take good care of yourself, eat well, exercise, try to sleep even if it is
little (I do not like that you look like a zombie) and always remember that you
will have a Cloud accompanying you day after day.
With love,
A friend, a
cloud, a fan in love.
Mary ~
PD: I
apologize for my writing in English, since I'm not very good, I hope you can
understand and enjoy it!
Song: “Fan enamorada” de Servando y Florentino Primera
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